Monday, March 29, 2010

I miss Chilli Ban Mee!

Have been here in OZ for 5 weeks now. Haha everything's fine so far. Getting used to this kind of lifestyle. Maybe I'm quite good with adapting to new environments. I didn't feel particularly homesick on any days, but just miss Malaysia in general. Haha the lifestyle, the food, the people, the atmosphere.Ohh. ><

A few things that is different from Malaysia I find interesting:

  1. The dogs here are very, veRY, VERY big, as in size I mean. They look scary when their owners let them wander around unleashed. Their body is almost twice the size our normal "fat" dog. Kinda reminds me of pigs. Haha.
  2. Buses here are very, veRY VERY punctual. If it says 12.37pm, it really arrives at 12.37pm. Not 1 minute early, not 1 minute late. Plus, their buses come very frequently. Not like in Malaysia, having to wait up to an hour. ):
  3. They sell boxes of tissue, separately. WHY?!
  4. The weather changes very irregularly. C'mon. How can it be cooling and windy one day, but turns 34c the next? At least if it was in Malaysia, hot seasons, rainy seasons come and go. SEASONS.
  5. When it says "OFFER PRICE", believe it, grab a lot of it, pay for it. Cuz for all you know, the next day you go back there, the price can vary from 0.99 to 2.99 overnight. If they say "offer" in Msia, sure cheat you one.
  6. Even if applying for a very simple job like a waitress or a sales assistant, they will need you to complete a form online, and attach your resume, and wait to be noticed if you get an interview. Walao. So serious meh.
Had a week full of tests and quizzes last week. Everything was bad. How can that happen I really don't know. FINS1613 sucked because the lecturer came out with too many questions, most people didn't had enough time to finish it at all. FIN1612 was screwed as well, because the lecturer gave multiple choice questions that take a lifetime to read just the questions alone. ECON1202 was a little better but I forgot that the question was looking for 1.5x. Instead, I solved wat x was and left it. Shit lar. Turned out the most I worried about all these weeks - macro2, I scored the best. 4/5. So funny lar wei. ):

Having another Macro 2 test on Wednesday, cuz having Good Friday off. Easter Break is here but I guess I'll be kinda lonely. My beloved roommate - Kia Yee going back to msia for 2 weeks; my drinking kaki going to Melbourne. Aihyo. ): My mum asking me to visit my aunt at Chatswood, but I don't wanna go there. It's just gonna be very awkward. 

Ohh I wanna go Sydney Fish Market! Had really nice memories there when I was young! ((: FISH N' CHIPS!

Sunday, March 28, 2010

I know I've been a worm.

Haha as the title says, I know I've been a worm. Haven't blogged in weeks. Will update tonight. (: Starting this post to keep myself reminded!

Mum's birthday coming soon. What can I do about that? Hmm. To think for this afternoon.

Friday, March 12, 2010

有一天起床后 你希望变得更好一些















今天起床后
我有希望自己变得更好一些的念头

赫赫
只有自己最清楚
现在的我
值得什么样的分数

变更好是很主观的
为了自己
我要变得自己更喜欢的人

也许厌倦了这样的生活
还是说20年了
是需要一些变化的

(:

更好一些  更好一些
再活得快乐一些
再活得实在一些

永远不用为了谁而改变
自己
已经是最好的理由
最好的借口

微笑一个吧

我们都不要做作了

诚实
所以更实在

对自己
对别人

Thursday, March 11, 2010

如果开心难过是选择 一样有人开心 有人难过

最近生活有比较安定了一点。。
是应该开始适应了。。
小米,再努力一点吧。。
努力不要想那么多。。
努力活在现在。。
努力享受这种环境。。
毕竟。。
这就是我一直想要的。。
加油加油哦。。((:













今天走在学校的路上。。
我突然有种享受当下的感觉。。
每一脚步。。
都很实在。。
那种。。
实实在在地深呼吸。。
实实在在地心跳。。
实实在在地活着。。

原来啊。。
我好多时候都一心多用。。
事情都会完成。。
但是没有享受到当中的过程。。
写字没有一笔一画的印象。。
说话没有一字一句的烙印。。
吃饭没有一口一吞的珍惜。。
让我有一种。。
错过了很多的感觉。。

我喜欢像今天。。
走路感觉到自己每一步的踏实感。。

是该多些活在每一秒的当下。。

这几天在追《下一站·幸福》。。
真的,很好看。。
虽然我看了。。
心情更加沉重。。
更加想念马来西亚。。
更加想一个人。。
但是我还是不顾一切的狂追。。
有种,坚持倔强的感觉。。
对于这种感觉产生在追戏的坏习惯上。。
赫赫是不好的。。
但是会让我。。
有一种坚强的提醒。。
只要我想要做些什么。。
就一定有力量了。。

我也不知道自己在哈啦什么的。。
但是发现对自己有信心很重要。。
我不需要别人什么鼓励。。
只要记得,自己就已经有足够的力量。。
什么事都不要太害怕。。
小米,不要忘记啦。。
你明明就可以的。。

我的炒饭突然有点咸。。
喉咙突然有点紧。。
心跳有点太大声。。
我唯有。。
再用力点咬饭。。
咀嚼的声音要充满我的耳朵。。
炒饭要大口大口地吞下去。。
决不,让那种不安的空虚。。
填饱我的肚子。。
填饱我的感觉。。

因为我让自己难过,所以我难过。。
我故意的。。
故意让不开心来拜访。。
只要我有意把它赶走。。
我一样会没事。。

哇哈哈。。

在放自己一点假。。
有需要。。

FV=我们·FVIFA(不变,无穷)
如果有一条真的可以计算。。
我们未来的方程式。。
What's our future value, if each annuity period payment is US, with the constant interest rate of NEVER CHANGING, and for a time period of INFINITY.

Sunday, January 24, 2010

Countdown's here.

So, I went to Melaka with the girls last weekend. Haha, we had a good time. Just pure fun and all. Although it was really tiring, I still quite enjoyed it. (:

Received my CoE, applied for my visa, and went for my medical health check. I had my visa done within 48 hours. Was so relieved and felt so lucky. Haha, didn't know they could have it done within so short time. So now, I'll just be waiting to leave for Aussie.

Chinese new year coming by. Woohoo. (:

Friday, January 15, 2010

Everything will get better.

Recently there was once when I open a new post and wanted to start blogging. Here. But then I didn't know what to write about. I used to blog once a few days, but then it was in Chinese, and usually I blogged about what had I been doing these few days, who said what something funny, where I went, etc. It's not like I'm feeling all weird about not doing that, but the more intense part is that I really couldn't write about all that in English. And I don't want to anyway. It would sound reaaaaaally weird. XD

Well, I've paid for my uni deposit, and I've just spent the whole afternoon surfing their myUNSW to see how am I supposed to pick my subjects and arrange the time schedule. I had to ask Kia Yee how she did hers, but it came out that my bloody commerce one is so hell different from hers, which is so simple and easy. They didn't have lists of electives that doesn't end to choose from at least. And mine? All the electives, from the same major, looked almost alike. T.T Okay I know I just said that because I didn't want to go through them ONE BY ONE and see what it really was, but why didn't the Uni made their subject name sound a little less complicated, if not interesting enough for me to actually IMPULSE-LY choose a goddamn few?!

And the fact INTI is never helping on our sides, I have to say this. Ms Vanitha and even my HOP Dr Vik couldn't be of as much help as we need them to. You don't sit in your blardy office and tell us the finance couldn't be exempted, and there is nothing you can do for us okay? Whoa I was really heng about that. But I didn't had the time to soak myself in all those unfortunate stuffs. My mum said it was okay if it had to be a 2.5yrs double major degree, as long as I studied what I wanted most. Superb Mum. We do think alike, but I've never told her what I thought. I just like to hear the exact same thing coming out from her mouth instead. Yeah, I manipulate her to think like ME! (:

And another to add to Unfortunate was, the other 2 frens which I applied for the scholarship with, GOT it. sobSOBsobSOB. Okaylar, apply together, people get but I don't. Really will-breaking, but I can't say more. I don't want to be a green eye monster but hey, I think I still had the rights to be sad about this. Anyway Andrew and Xie You well deserved it. It's just a pity they DON'T FEEL HAPPY for themselves at all. OMG. If it was me who got it, I'd throw parties around just to share the joy and gratefulness around.

Okay, no more 'if it was me who got it,...', I can go on whole day. And look like a jealous girl. NO-NO. T.T~

Going Melaka with the girls tomorrow, will blog about it soon. (:

Sunday, January 3, 2010

To a new Year 2010.

I got myself a new blog. LOL. ;)

For a new start to 2010, I think getting a new blog is just something that seems right to do. And I'd just like to remind myself (if not everyone XD) that I've not blogged in English since like, Junior 3. OMG LOL. I can expect myself to be laughing my ass off when I blog in broken English, so others, you are also allowed to OPENLY smirk at me. Haha I dont blardy mind because I'm really trying to get the hang of it still.

It's really so not me to blog in English, but since I'll be leaving for Aussie soon, I guess I really need to improve a little. I don't want to starve myself when I get there because can't even speak to get myself a meal. Ok that's a bit exaggerating, but then, I kind of became this typical Chinese schoolgirl with not-so-good English like they think after all these years. Hmmpph.

Expecting new 2010 to be a year full of new challenges and new opportunities, so hope everything goes smooth and well enough for me. Ooh I like the feeling of new starts. XD. It just give everyone such a nice joy with full of chances and hope for the future. Ms. Sixth Sense says it's gonna be a good year ahead. Boy I hope she's not lying to me. (:

To a new Year 2010, a new blog, and perhaps or even hopefully, a new Me.

Cheers. (: